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Unlucky for some.

Its Saturday afternoon, I have the doors covered to hide the light, looks like a doss house.
Am stoned and tramdoled right nice. Feeling so good and mellow.

Am trying to focus on the positives in life. Every little detail. The fact I have a cup.of tea, a hot water bottle for my feet, a dressing gown, a TV, an endless choice of irrelevant channels, the internet, a warm cosy environment, the background noise of a tumble dryer, the next door neighbours at it with each other fighting, the fact that in a few hrs my future wife will be home.
Yes I have work Monday, but many do not, and not through choice, some through choice but never the less I'm very lucky to be a part of a semi stable society. Paying my way , integrity, respect.

No footie on, so bored. Its imperative we find ourselves bored. We wouldn't have as half of anything without boredom setting in 1st.

Anyway enough of that shit.
In a bit.