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Saturday night. Natalie in bed, had an episode of an attack earlier today, not full on like and fair play she battled through it, but it's back and I'm so scared for her. 

She doesn't deserve this.

Finished at Cuntuit Global. No fuss. No goodbyes to the horrible fuckers.

Made a couple of decent friends hopefully. 

Onwards. 

Just gonna chill and then look forward to BG. Gonna be a learning curve.

Been watching re runs of Shameless from the top. Fucking great show.

Not much else to report.

Oh, saw an online article about a 56 year old geezer who had lost his leg to gangrene, and after having a stroke lost use of left arm, and had been rejected by RCT for payments  towards a carer..... 

The man, when I knew him was a horrible vicious cunt at times, always on edge around him, never forget that feeling, he rented me a room for a short while, when I really needed one but it has to be said he only did that because at the time it suited him, he fucking hated me and rightly so. Anyway, he was a mates old fella, but it's surreal to see someone who intimidated me so much look so vulnerable. Wouldn't wish that on any fucker. As much of a cunt as they may have been.

Thought of the day:

Be nice to people. 

In a bit. X