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Late again, but it's ok, had a bit of an epiphany today, a much needed one.

I say epiphany, more like reaffirmation of the belief that, whatever happens, change is ultimately good, not at first, it's proper shite tbh, really hard, lost, limbo. Alone, I've done this before but with more pressure to perform, I said it was my last chance to impress, to progress, and I'm now with a company that is renowned for looking after its own. A significant jump from the last role, so that's an achievement to be proud of and more importantly, to embrace with both fucking hands, hold it tight, don't let it go, squeeze the living shit out of it, love it and hate with the same ferocity, just do what's right.