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So, Natalie told me today that she's very disappointed by the wedding, the pictures and generally the whole day, which makes me sad, she deserves the best and I can't help but feel I've failed her in some way, should I have got more involved? Was there anything that I perhaps could have done? 

We both agreed it wasn't as we really wanted it but I didn't know she felt this bad about it, and I'm sorry for her. She's really down right now, so I need to perk her up a bit. 

I can't help but wonder if she is now having doubts about the whole marriage thing and being with me, she says she loves me and her disappointment is not linked to her feelings, but it worries me that she felt the need to say that.... Am I being paranoid??? I hope fucking so!!! 

Thought of the day:

Take nothing for granted.

In a bit.