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So, the mrs is pregnant then. We are having a child. I'm shit scared. I'm not sure if this is the right thing to do. I have more doubts than anything else. The change required scares me and I'm unprepared. I'm too selfish. I'm a shambles. I'm not parent material. Maybe these are natural thoughts and doubts? I hope so because it matters not what I think because I know Natalie wants to have the baby. She is of course scared and worried. I'm just being honest here and I need to be honest with Natalie too but I don't want to upset her at the same time if I tell her and the way I tell her. I will support her 100% of course, I will be the best I can be I'm just not sure it's good enough for another human being. They will call us mum and dad. We will start a lifelong journey with our child. It's really hit me for 6.

Have to embrace it wholeheartedly or what's the point ?? 

This child didn't ask to be here. I must remember that. 

God I'm scared.