Upset Natalie earlier. Although she's feeling very emotional right now and struggling to give up smoking. She wasn't prepared to be just told right, stop smoking by her conscience.
She's scared of the pain, nausea and ailments that come with this.
She needs me to be strong and supportive. Not moping about. It's so hard to escape the fears.
But if I'm scared imagine how she's feeling. Must be horrible and I think she's doubting the whole thing, I'm not helping as I'm coming across like I don't want the baby. It's not that I don't want to have a baby it's just I kinda resent the fact it's invaded both our lives like it has. It's just going to take some time to get my head around it.
This woman deserves the easiest life possible, that's supposed to be my role so I need to pull my finger out. Nothing's changed just yet. So support her.
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